Wednesday 29 February 2012

二月二十九号这一天~

四年一次。。
二月二十九号这一天~
为了不每一年都庆祝今天的到来~
我正式宣布我作战失败。。
输得一败涂地!
输得一蹶不振!
输掉了自己~自我!

这场战斗
让我学到很多很多!
也伤的很深很深!
原来先到真的不一定会先得
后来居上
也不是不可能~
当然。。。
我知道有实力的人才会得到最后的胜利。。
但我真的很努力的去取得胜利了!
最后也只有失败的下场~~

难道我的努力还不够??
随传随到的兵士~
你说一,很少敢说二的兵士~
热爱着胜利。。
拼命去拿到胜利的兵士去哪里找!!??
当兵当了大半年~
竟然输给一个新来报到的小三兵?

说实话~
真的非常非常的不服气!
本来还以为有那么一丁点希望可以取得胜利~
谁知道。。
天意~
感觉~
我终是输了!

也对~~
我也只能怪自己没用吧!
没用的兵士。。
就算经验再丰富。。
就算年龄比较小一点~
就算已经很努力了~~
就算赢了很多小小的战斗~
就算已经明白输得原因~
但依然还是一个没用的士兵!!
没用是自己要的!!

可是~~
还是算了吧~~
输了就是输了。。
这个胜利我应该永远都拿不到~
我真的努力过了~~
为了改变“不是你的永远不是你的”这句话。。
我真的真的很努力了!!
结果还是失败了~!
原来~
不是我的~真的永远都不会是我的!
没用的兵士~
也只有永远被打垮的命运!

从好的方面看~
这次失败让我学到。。
30秒掉泪吧~haix^^
继续加油吧~
许炜勤!!

希望下一个29~
不会再宣布失败了~
真的要加油啊 babi kor wei khin!!!

Wednesday 15 February 2012

3rd sem~~

3rd sem life is begin....
1st..i want to say i am not fake!!!
u all alway say me fake here fake there~~
but exam alway get so high marks!!
but i really very chun de....
and i really dunno why i get so unexpected result!!!
but i believe this sem will not lucky as pass 2 sem edy...
i become more lazy and more lazy~~
and more stress and stress~~
because most of the subject is difficult to me!!!
i really hope i can do it well!!!
i am not hardworking but still wish for a good result??
what a miracle need to wait~haix!!!
and i alway say say want to do what and do what every week~~
but why it always failed!!FAIL!!
and what things i also dunno how to do~~
tutorial dunno~quiz dunno~cut also dunno!!argh!!
i really very chun!!!
sometimes i really hate myself...
hate myself what also cannot do it well~~
haix...
alway hear ppl say everyoe got his own talent~
but i still wondering what is my talent???
cry??emo??haix!!!!!
3rd sem is killing me softly~~
hope i can cope with it...
jia you lo kor wei khin!!!
remember!!!
Dont compare with others!!
me is me...you are you!!
jealous and jealous only will make yourself DOWN!!
dont be so chun and chun and chun!!!!!!!
gogogogogo!!!!!!!!